if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, July 27, 2008

happy belated 15th birthday shaun ._.

anyway, speech day was very boring.
speech after speech after speech.
the only nicest part was the choir's performance.
kinda miss singing. >.<

after that went to play bball with 4B and ming.
so fun, cept the pfffffft part. damn embarrassing can.
damn big somemore, this time, the pants cant be sewn back. =/
so then me and bryan rushed to his house and bathed and went tuition.
to find out that we had to complete our amaths homework. sadly misinterpreted mr foos words. haha but hes a nice teacher.

played dota and sucked. si bei off form sia.

27th july

woke up at 11. OMG THIS IS THE 1st time i woke up b4 noon on a sunday x.x

met up with mun and ate
then met up with zul and went library.
then met someone unexpected and decided to play bball.
ahhhhh memories flushed through my mind as i reminsced the past.
sucked too, =/

oh yea thanks to a certain someone for listening to me ^^
despite being so late at night

Its like I've waited my whole life for
This one night it's gonna be me you and
The dance floor cause
We've only got one life

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:24 PM
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Thursday, July 24, 2008

ahhh busy week ._.
i got loads of overdue homework and not completed journal pages. x.x
and im expected to hand up everything concerning dnt by tomorrow LOL.
dai le lar. i dont think my artefact will be completed by tomorrow cause i need more VELCRO!

also, im making slow progress on completing my display banner x.x
still got alot of things to do in such a short period of time.
at least now i see my class in a state of chaos and mayhem as we all rush to complete our own artefacts at record speed. and the start of a short negligence to other subjects. for example maths and english.

oh well, i'm flunking my prelims for my procrastination habit. im screwed. no more iphone le x.x

onwards! towards an emo-free lifestyle.
despise people who have ugly frowns :( ROFL!

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:06 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

reached school just on time again. >.<
cause i slept at 1.30 doing journal.

anyway im hyped up to do my journal now. it's kinda scary to know that in 2 weeks time the prelims begin and i have not prepared anything. that is scary.

so im looking forward to the amount of sleep that i have to deprive myself of so as to complete my dnt and score decent results >.<

good luck to everyone performing in the speech day and to all the sec 4s who are gonna take their prelims exams in 2 weeks. jia you!

-somebody get me through this nightmare.

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:21 AM
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

it's been a hectic week,
dnt, homework, night study, eat, sleep, dota.

ahhhhhh 4 more days to passing up of everything concerning dnt and i haven't done most of it. i r screwed. =.=
anyway, really enjoyed sleeping at home sia. x.x

zomg, its really true!!!
well congrats, georgina for becoming president of choir, and the 2 vps, wei chong and eugene.

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:29 PM
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Sunday, July 13, 2008

woke up at 8.50 to meet haiqal at mac.
ate hotcakes. gosh its been a long time since i ate it.
we reached skool bout 9.45 and took my artefact out.
went to workshop one to vacuum form my thingy. sadly need to do again.

then went to bend my rod which looks like a dick.
seriously, its like 50cm and the top part of the rod is rounded so it looks like you know what. haha
put it in the oven for like god knows how long before it was ready to bend.
being the 1st time bending using a jig, i pressed the acrylic rod against the pole.
there were several dents and bubbles. one prominent part which bubbled was the tip of the rounded part x.x
bubbling is when an acrylic is placed in the oven for too long. x.x and its looks like bubbles are formed on the rod itself.
so its the kinda the 1st time that i encountered. i showed it to mr lee and said. cher kena std arh. he laughed his ass off lol. cause the rod looked like it had sores on it.
after showing it to him, i went back to workshop 2.
lol rowena 4g de and wei lin were talking bout their primary skool food and what happened to them and stuff. so i was translating what they had said in chinese to haiqal and is. hahah roflmao.
so i was like sanding the dick part and laughing my ass off cause they were talking bout dirty issues. haha and it was very fun.
that was the 1st time i felt that my class and 4g were talking. oh yea the techno dance was damn funny.

kinda felt like got fever so went home and took a very long nap. x.x

oh yea HAPPY BDAY REUBEN!
sorry i couldnt come to ur bday cele thingy.

starting from tomorrow, its gonna get more tougher as the days pass.
and the clock is ticking, as the prelims and o levels examinations draws near.
there are so many things that i still want to do. but i think i have to put them aside for the time being for the > good. now, i don't see the point of adding one more contact to my msn list. whats the use? i'm supposedly "busy" to you. really, its very hurtful to know that u can create such a great disturbance between two grps of people. i don't know. maybe it was a mistake to go against my resolve. i really dont know what to do anymore. i didnt know that o levels is such a big matter and can change ur life even bfore u take it. well, if you're not gonna do anything about it, then i wont bother to. blame me for saying such stuff. you're not any better.

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:55 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Saturday, July 12, 2008

yes! i will be able to complete my artefact by next week!
i feel so good that i have progressed past the difficult part.
now comes the assembling and shit.
sian bodoh, night lessons start le.
i know the teachers are suffering with us too.

today, i ran up and down from sectionals to dnt. >.<
mr lee dont let us go back to see our cca so i need to sneak.
but i completed quite a fair bit in like 3 hours.
i'll have to chiong tomorrow since he wont have that much students to attend to.

after dnt,met up with the juniors to eat dinner.
felt very tired and hungry cause there were like 4 ppl surrounding me eating ban mian. while i was the only one stoning. after that went to buy bubble tea and went home.

wanted to go out with wc to buy earpiece or stationary but didnt.
because i couldnt bear to see someone get stolen because of me LOL. kidding.
so yea, kinda made a big mistake to not go for night study. but oh well.
i dont think i will buy the 49 dollar earpiece >.< haha
but takecare hor wc. going to have performance still sick.

i really got nothing to say. i think if i wasnt there, it would have been a more enjoyable dinner for u all. well, the sudden segregation between genders after i shortly arrive is very obvious. im not blaming anyone. its just that i feel that i have committed so grave mistakes which i regret. if this continues on, i'd rather not spoil your dinner with my presence. i know that it is unthinkable for us to even talk let alone being in the same area for more than 1 minute. hai what to do x.x

this is definitely not an emo statement. i'm just expressing my view =.=
life is a sad process that all of us have to go through. it's filled with friendships and joy yet its also filled with pain, hatred and sadness. sometimes, you encounter people with golden hearts who will stick by you through thick and thin and the seasons of the year. yet there are some people who are eager to break you apart the moment u let them in your life. yet, with such problems, there are some who seem to see the postive side of life, something that most able-bodied human beings will never come across. these are the people who despite many trials and tribulations will always stand up against any impending obstacles or problems that they may face. yet the saddest part about life is its fragility. in a split second, a person can just fall to the ground and pass away. and no one can stop death. so, instead of emoing our asses and rambling on and on about stupid problems, we should enjoy life to the fullest and appreciate the little things that anyone has done for us out of concern. making even the smallest of problems seem like a beautiful picturesque of the boundless ocean the even your eyes cannot see the end to. a mountain of possibilites and opportunities. that way, nothing can bring down ur spirit and you'd feel as if life is a joyful ride.

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:08 AM
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Monday, July 07, 2008

i shall stop being an a**hole.
and start caring about others more
before its too late.
im sorry to all those people who i have neglected.
after watching wanted,
i felt very very down.
i didn't know why.
probably its because of the trouble i have to go thru just to watch a movie with my friends or not being asked. well anyway, WANTED IS SHO COOLZXC!
they can literally curve the movement of a bullet and do uber cool stunts with cars.
and the movie had loads of f words! ahaha NC16 FTW.
went to watch with kq, karen, tracy and cd.
met iffah and fiona at gv. after movie me and cd went to eat pepper lunch.

ahhhhh youth day well spent ^^

well, u are happy with who you are. so i should too.
i kinda miss the times when we would play bball everyday.
and not give a care bout homework nor going home early.
life was like a dream. a really sweet one with all ur friends in it.
as a chapter ends, a new chapter of our lives begins.
with new friends, new experiences and probably new love.
but my greatest wish is to relive one day of what i used to have. just one day.
the katong laksas, queenstown shoppings, seoul garden celebrations, the daily bball, the usual late night confs and the weekend movies. but all of that has disappeared. that is how much life can change in just 2 years.

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:53 PM
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` here.waiting ;

    Han Riffin
    10 April 1992
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